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src="res/prvw-mus-2025-06-14-full_spec.mp3" type="audio/mp3" /> </audio> <button type="button" class="block-toggle" aria-hidden="true" onclick="blockToggle('fullspec-20250614T2109Z-000')" > Toggle Lyrics </button> <section class="lyrics" id="fullspec-20250614T2109Z-000"> <p> I'd take it back<br /> I wanna know you again<br /> I feel frail<br /> Broken bones and the taste of your name </p> <p> I take it back<br /> I want you now<br /> I need you now (The taste of your name)<br /> Feels like I'll drown, without you now (On my lips)<br /> Blood on your hips </p> <p> And you can hurt me, Got my heart in my hands<br /> I got blood on my vans<br /> And I don't need no fucking bands </p> <p> I need your hands<br /> Need your hips, I need your lips on my lips and I'm<br /> Bleeding out when I trip<br /> I fucking miss you when I think </p> <p> I'd take it back<br /> I wanna know you again<br /> I feel frail<br /> Broken bones and the taste of your name </p> <p> I take it back<br /> I want you now<br /> I need you now (The taste of your name)<br /> Feels like I'll drown, without you now (On my lips)<br /> Blood on your hips </p> <p> And you can hurt me, Got my heart in my hands<br /> I got blood on my vans<br /> And I don't need no fucking bands </p> <p> I need your hands<br /> Need your hips, I need your lips on my lips and I'm<br /> Bleeding out when I trip<br /> I fucking miss you when I think<br /> I need your hands<br /> Need your hips, I need your - </p> <p> Bleeding out when I trip<br /> I fucking miss you when I think </p> <p> And you can hurt me, Got my heart in my hands<br /> I got blood on my vans<br /> And I don't need no fucking bands<br /> And you can hurt me, Got my heart in my hands<br /> I got blood on my vans<br /> And I don't need no fucking bands<br /> I need your hands<br /> Need your hips, I need your lips on my lips and I'm<br /> Bleeding out when I trip<br /> I fucking miss you when I think </p> </section> </section> <section class="now" id="0010"> <hgroup> <h1>'Foster'</h1> <h2>A Preview</h2> <h3>2025-05-26T22:55Z</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <audio preload="none" controls=""> <source src="res/prvw-mus-2025-05-27-foster.ogg" type="audio/ogg" /> <source src="res/prvw-mus-2025-05-27-foster.mp3" type="audio/mp3" /> </audio> <button type="button" class="block-toggle" aria-hidden="true" onclick="blockToggle('foster-20250527T2255Z-000')" > Toggle Lyrics </button> <p class="lyrics" id="foster-20250527T2255Z-000"> Baby, faster <br /> We got a lot in our wake<br /> and in the back view<br /> never look back again<br /> never look back again<br /> <br /> Baby, faster<br />  <em>(It's dark in the water)</em><br /> We got a lot in our wake<br /> and in the back view<br />  <em>(Pull the wound together)</em><br /> never look back again<br />  <em>(The lake will)</em><br /> never look back again<br />  <em>(take you)</em><br /> <br /> It's dark in the water<br /> Pull the wound together<br /> The lake will take you<br /> </p> </section> <section class="now" id="0009"> <hgroup> <h1>Hello!</h1> <h2>Losing Momentum Happens</h2> <h3>2025-03-13T15:00Z</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <p> While I didn't stop maintaining habits, I haven't posted here nearly as frequently as before. Partly because I don't really know what to share, and partly because I haven't been journalling extensively. In that case, I'd imagine it'd be simpler. </p> <p> I have been struggling with setting up a Mastodon / Akkoma instance. I had a Mastodon instance previously, but that's no longer the case. I wanted something more lean, but now I can't figure out Akkoma and don't remember the hoops I jumped through to get my Mastodon working. </p> <p> I think that's for a day when I'm feeling particularly energised. I can tell it will take a lot of mental effort, lol. </p> <p class="highlight">I think I will resolve to write a poem today.</p> </section> <section class="now" id="0008"> <hgroup> <h1>Enjoy Art!!!</h1> <h2>You shed pieces of joy whenever art is ignored</h2> <h3>2025-03-07T21:00Z</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <p> My life has been undeniably improved the moment I decided all art is worthy of my time. There are experiences of all kinds I would never have experienced behind a shell of arrogance. </p> <p>That's it.</p> </section> <section class="now" id="0007"> <hgroup> <h1>Huge Project Progress</h1> <h2>Music Making Machine!</h2> <h3>2025-03-06</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <p> I made some incredible progress on 3 tracks I've been working on for <span class="highlight">a new EP</span>. Two of which have been sitting on the back-burner for <em>A While</em>. </p> <p> I'm considering ways to share snippets and such, <a target="_blank" href="socials.html" >if you have any ideas, please let me know</a >. I know that Bandcamp has a preview feature but, as far as I know, they need to know what other tracks will be on the Album too. Which I do not know myself. </p> <p> Posting snippets here, like I've already done with 'Chest' is cool, but it has no visibility nor notification. I think I will make a blog-post and express that any other updates will be here, in the 'Now' section. </p> <p> If you know how, <span class="highlight"> you may want to <a target="_blank" href="feed.xml">watch my RSS feed</a></span > - https://nnwhen.com/feed.xml - I may use Substack or similar for email notifications. We shall see. </p> </section> <section class="now" id="0006"> <hgroup> <h1>Consistency is Easy</h1> <h2>Thinking About it Is When You Make Excuses</h2> <h3>2025-03-05T20:00Z</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <p> Just doing the thing to maintain a habit is actually easy and simple, after you're done doing it and you think back on it. </p> <q> Get out of bed before you can think about it. Otherwise you'll make excuses. </q> <p> Honestly really good advice that works well for me. (I use it for other habits too). It took a few years before I heeded it though. </p> </section> <section class="now" id="0005"> <hgroup> <h1>Return of the Hyperfixation</h1> <h2> Getting back into wiki (<a target="_blank" href="https://miraheze.org" >Miraheze</a >) editing and maintenance </h2> <h3>2025-03-04</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <p> Had my first playthrough of <a target="_blank" href="https://abigailcorfman.com/Home/OpenSorcery" >the game '>Open Sorcery'</a > which was <a target="_blank" href="https://abigailcorfman.com/" >made by Abigail Corfman</a >. Unintended consequences include rekindling a hyperfixation on Wiki systems. </p> <p>Play the game. It is great!</p> <p> <a target="_blank" href="https://opensorcery.miraheze.org/wiki/Main_Page" >Here is the wiki</a > </p> </section> <section class="thread"> <div class="now" id="0004"> <hgroup> <h1>'Chest'</h1> <h2>A Preview</h2> <h3>2025-02-28T10:30Z</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <audio preload="none" controls=""> <source src="res/prvw-mus-2025-02-28-chest.ogg" type="audio/ogg" /> <source src="res/prvw-mus-2025-02-28-chest.mp3" type="audio/mp3" /> </audio> <button type="button" class="block-toggle" aria-hidden="true" onclick="blockToggle('chest-20250228T1030Z-000')" > Toggle Lyrics </button> <p class="lyrics" id="chest-20250228T1030Z-000"> Take it you were the one with the weapon, <br /> push a hole through my head and send me to heaven <br /><br /> I don't think I recognise the person you think I am <br /><br /> Tell them lies in your head that make me seem like someone else <br /><br /> To be honest, I just want to rest my head on your chest </p> </div> <ul class="thread-update"> <li id="0004-01"> <hgroup> <h1>'Chest' Update</h1> <h2>With new but <em>non-final</em> lyrics</h2> <h3>2025-03-02T11:30Z</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <audio preload="none" controls=""> <source src="res/prvw-mus-2025-03-02-chest.ogg" type="audio/ogg" /> <source src="res/prvw-mus-2025-03-02-chest.mp3" type="audio/mp3" /> </audio> <button type="button" class="block-toggle" aria-hidden="true" onclick="blockToggle('chest-20250228T1030Z-001')" > Toggle Lyrics </button> <p class="lyrics" id="chest-20250228T1030Z-001"> I - take - it - you were the one with the weapon <br /><br /> You pressed a hole through my cortex, couldn't take any more of this <br /> And I swear my ribs were choking my lungs, all pointed inward <br />  (With the weapon) <br /><br /> Take it you were the one with the weapon, didn't recognise me, who you thought I was <br />And I rest my head on your chest <br />  (Take it you were the one with the weapon) <br /><br /> Girl, why are you so eager to be shooting at people <br /> Don't you know I need you <br /> Does that not keep you <br /> Do we not mean any to you? <br /><br /> You pressed - a hole - through - me <br /><br /> (I feel so lost without you, lost without you) <br /> (I feel so lost without you, lost without you) </p> </li> </ul> </section> <section class="now" id="0003"> <hgroup> <h1>Persistence</h1> <h2>Maintenance and Growth</h2> <h3>2025-02-27T07:00Z</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <p>Keeping the momentum. Feeling proud. Continue.</p> </section> <section class="now" id="0002"> <hgroup> <h1>'Structure of Reality'</h1> <h2>Maintenance and Growth</h2> <h3>2025-02-25T13:30Z</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <p>Who do I want to continue to be, who do I want to become. Devote.</p> </section> <section class="now" id="0001"> <hgroup> <h1>Music and Code</h1> <h2>Self-Referential Post - Woohoo!</h2> <h3>2025-02-24T21:00Z</h3> <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4> </hgroup> <p> Making this page and Listening to <a target="_blank" href="https://fine-sir-1584660650.bandcamp.com/" >Fine-Sir-1584660650</a > </p> </section> </main> <footer id="free"> <a href="our-siblings.html" >Free Our People</a > </footer> </body> </html>