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      <section class="now" id="0011">
        <hgroup>
          <h1>'Full Spec'</h1>
          <h2>A Preview</h2>
          <h3>2025-06-14T21:09Z</h3>
          <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
          <p>
            A friend has demanded that I put this online so they can listen to
            it.
          </p>
          <p>Here you go <3</p>
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          <p>
            I'd take it back<br />
            I wanna know you again<br />
            I feel frail<br />
            Broken bones and the taste of your name
          </p>
          <p>
            I take it back<br />
            I want you now<br />
            I need you now (The taste of your name)<br />
            Feels like I'll drown, without you now (On my lips)<br />
            Blood on your hips
          </p>
          <p>
            And you can hurt me, Got my heart in my hands<br />
            I got blood on my vans<br />
            And I don't need no fucking bands
          </p>
          <p>
            I need your hands<br />
            Need your hips, I need your lips on my lips and I'm<br />
            Bleeding out when I trip<br />
            I fucking miss you when I think
          </p>
          <p>
            I'd take it back<br />
            I wanna know you again<br />
            I feel frail<br />
            Broken bones and the taste of your name
          </p>
          <p>
            I take it back<br />
            I want you now<br />
            I need you now (The taste of your name)<br />
            Feels like I'll drown, without you now (On my lips)<br />
            Blood on your hips
          </p>
          <p>
            And you can hurt me, Got my heart in my hands<br />
            I got blood on my vans<br />
            And I don't need no fucking bands
          </p>
          <p>
            I need your hands<br />
            Need your hips, I need your lips on my lips and I'm<br />
            Bleeding out when I trip<br />
            I fucking miss you when I think<br />
            I need your hands<br />
            Need your hips, I need your -
          </p>
          <p>
            Bleeding out when I trip<br />
            I fucking miss you when I think
          </p>
          <p>
            And you can hurt me, Got my heart in my hands<br />
            I got blood on my vans<br />
            And I don't need no fucking bands<br />
            And you can hurt me, Got my heart in my hands<br />
            I got blood on my vans<br />
            And I don't need no fucking bands<br />
            I need your hands<br />
            Need your hips, I need your lips on my lips and I'm<br />
            Bleeding out when I trip<br />
            I fucking miss you when I think
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      <section class="now" id="0010">
        <hgroup>
          <h1>'Foster'</h1>
          <h2>A Preview</h2>
          <h3>2025-05-26T22:55Z</h3>
          <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
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          Baby, faster <br />
          We got a lot in our wake<br />
          and in the back view<br />
          never look back again<br />
          never look back again<br />
          <br />
          Baby, faster<br />
          &ensp;<em>(It's dark in the water)</em><br />
          We got a lot in our wake<br />
          and in the back view<br />
          &ensp;<em>(Pull the wound together)</em><br />
          never look back again<br />
          &ensp;<em>(The lake will)</em><br />
          never look back again<br />
          &ensp;<em>(take you)</em><br />
          <br />
          It's dark in the water<br />
          Pull the wound together<br />
          The lake will take you<br />
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      <section class="now" id="0009">
        <hgroup>
          <h1>Hello!</h1>
          <h2>Losing Momentum Happens</h2>
          <h3>2025-03-13T15:00Z</h3>
          <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
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        <p>
          While I didn't stop maintaining habits, I haven't posted here nearly
          as frequently as before. Partly because I don't really know what to
          share, and partly because I haven't been journalling extensively. In
          that case, I'd imagine it'd be simpler.
        </p>

        <p>
          I have been struggling with setting up a Mastodon / Akkoma instance. I
          had a Mastodon instance previously, but that's no longer the case. I
          wanted something more lean, but now I can't figure out Akkoma and
          don't remember the hoops I jumped through to get my Mastodon working.
        </p>

        <p>
          I think that's for a day when I'm feeling particularly energised. I
          can tell it will take a lot of mental effort, lol.
        </p>

        <p class="highlight">I think I will resolve to write a poem today.</p>
      </section>

      <section class="now" id="0008">
        <hgroup>
          <h1>Enjoy Art!!!</h1>
          <h2>You shed pieces of joy whenever art is ignored</h2>
          <h3>2025-03-07T21:00Z</h3>
          <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
        </hgroup>
        <p>
          My life has been undeniably improved the moment I decided all art is
          worthy of my time. There are experiences of all kinds I would never
          have experienced behind a shell of arrogance.
        </p>
        <p>That's it.</p>
      </section>

      <section class="now" id="0007">
        <hgroup>
          <h1>Huge Project Progress</h1>
          <h2>Music Making Machine!</h2>
          <h3>2025-03-06</h3>
          <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
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        <p>
          I made some incredible progress on 3 tracks I've been working on for
          <span class="highlight">a new EP</span>. Two of which have been
          sitting on the back-burner for <em>A While</em>.
        </p>
        <p>
          I'm considering ways to share snippets and such,
          <a target="_blank" href="socials.html"
            >if you have any ideas, please let me know</a
          >. I know that Bandcamp has a preview feature but, as far as I know,
          they need to know what other tracks will be on the Album too. Which I
          do not know myself.
        </p>
        <p>
          Posting snippets here, like I've already done with 'Chest' is cool,
          but it has no visibility nor notification. I think I will make a
          blog-post and express that any other updates will be here, in the
          'Now' section.
        </p>
        <p>
          If you know how,
          <span class="highlight">
            you may want to
            <a target="_blank" href="feed.xml">watch my RSS feed</a></span
          >
          - https://nnwhen.com/feed.xml - I may use Substack or similar for
          email notifications. We shall see.
        </p>
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      <section class="now" id="0006">
        <hgroup>
          <h1>Consistency is Easy</h1>
          <h2>Thinking About it Is When You Make Excuses</h2>
          <h3>2025-03-05T20:00Z</h3>
          <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
        </hgroup>
        <p>
          Just doing the thing to maintain a habit is actually easy and simple,
          after you're done doing it and you think back on it.
        </p>
        <q>
          Get out of bed before you can think about it. Otherwise you'll make
          excuses.
        </q>
        <p>
          Honestly really good advice that works well for me. (I use it for
          other habits too). It took a few years before I heeded it though.
        </p>
      </section>

      <section class="now" id="0005">
        <hgroup>
          <h1>Return of the Hyperfixation</h1>
          <h2>
            Getting back into wiki (<a
              target="_blank"
              href="https://miraheze.org"
              >Miraheze</a
            >) editing and maintenance
          </h2>
          <h3>2025-03-04</h3>
          <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
        </hgroup>
        <p>
          Had my first playthrough of
          <a target="_blank" href="https://abigailcorfman.com/Home/OpenSorcery"
            >the game '>Open Sorcery'</a
          >
          which was
          <a target="_blank" href="https://abigailcorfman.com/"
            >made by Abigail Corfman</a
          >. Unintended consequences include rekindling a hyperfixation on Wiki
          systems.
        </p>
        <p>Play the game. It is great!</p>
        <p>
          <a
            target="_blank"
            href="https://opensorcery.miraheze.org/wiki/Main_Page"
            >Here is the wiki</a
          >
        </p>
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          <hgroup>
            <h1>'Chest'</h1>
            <h2>A Preview</h2>
            <h3>2025-02-28T10:30Z</h3>
            <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
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            Take it you were the one with the weapon, <br />
            push a hole through my head and send me to heaven
            <br /><br />
            I don't think I recognise the person you think I am
            <br /><br />
            Tell them lies in your head that make me seem like someone else
            <br /><br />
            To be honest, I just want to rest my head on your chest
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            <hgroup>
              <h1>'Chest' Update</h1>
              <h2>With new but <em>non-final</em> lyrics</h2>
              <h3>2025-03-02T11:30Z</h3>
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              I - take - it - you were the one with the weapon
              <br /><br />
              You pressed a hole through my cortex, couldn't take any more of
              this <br />
              And I swear my ribs were choking my lungs, all pointed inward
              <br />
              &ensp;(With the weapon)
              <br /><br />
              Take it you were the one with the weapon, didn't recognise me, who
              you thought I was <br />And I rest my head on your chest <br />
              &ensp;(Take it you were the one with the weapon)
              <br /><br />
              Girl, why are you so eager to be shooting at people <br />
              Don't you know I need you <br />
              Does that not keep you <br />
              Do we not mean any to you?
              <br /><br />
              You pressed - a hole - through - me
              <br /><br />
              (I feel so lost without you, lost without you) <br />
              (I feel so lost without you, lost without you)
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      </section>

      <section class="now" id="0003">
        <hgroup>
          <h1>Persistence</h1>
          <h2>Maintenance and Growth</h2>
          <h3>2025-02-27T07:00Z</h3>
          <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
        </hgroup>
        <p>Keeping the momentum. Feeling proud. Continue.</p>
      </section>

      <section class="now" id="0002">
        <hgroup>
          <h1>'Structure of Reality'</h1>
          <h2>Maintenance and Growth</h2>
          <h3>2025-02-25T13:30Z</h3>
          <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
        </hgroup>
        <p>Who do I want to continue to be, who do I want to become. Devote.</p>
      </section>

      <section class="now" id="0001">
        <hgroup>
          <h1>Music and Code</h1>
          <h2>Self-Referential Post - Woohoo!</h2>
          <h3>2025-02-24T21:00Z</h3>
          <h4 style="display: none" aria-hidden="true" class="postID"></h4>
        </hgroup>
        <p>
          Making this page and Listening to
          <a target="_blank" href="https://fine-sir-1584660650.bandcamp.com/"
            >Fine-Sir-1584660650</a
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